Another sleepless night, it’s now 3am and I am not sure if I’m going to sleep. So frustrating to know that what’s in my mind is what is probably keeping me awake. I’m feeling stuck, suffocating, and overwhelmed with all the changes I need to make in my life, ‘but I’ve just gotta keep gong!!’
As I’m sitting here battling my mind I know the other battles that await me in the morning, battle to walk, battle to be strong for my daughter battle to put on a brave face for my friends. Battle to eat right, battle to do all the things I should do in my home, battle my finances. Maybe another reason that sleep eludes me.
I think my mantra in life has always been to just keep going!!!
I’m trying these things in my life like with my books because I’m wanting to ‘keep going’ . I know I’ve got good ideas and I believe in my ideas and that’s why I don’t want to let go, but I guess the execution is my failing. But even so, I don’t want to give up.
I’m pretty lucky to have what I have with my two fur babies, with my little girl and a husband that loves me, even with all this weird head stuff and blog writing going on at 3 O’clock in the morning!!
So I guess what I have to say is that yes it might be a battle everyday and seem that it’s unrelenting but we’ve just gotta keep going and remember the positives along the way. I do need help, as we all do, in many ways but I will also do what I can to be better, do better, live better,
Love to you all!